♥ Halwa Telinga ♥

Monday, April 26, 2010

10 ways to tell if he likes you ♥

1. He'll always try to look at you and looks away when you look at him.

2. When he's talking to you, he'll always looks at his feet, then in your eyes, then to his feet again.

3. He'll laugh at anything you say, and will automatically smile when he see's you laughing .

4. He makes fun of you (weird I know, but not all guys do it)

5. His friends joke about him and you or mention him to you (had to be something to make them say it out of the blue.)

6. He compliments you.

7. Forgot your jacket? Don't worry, he'll give you his.

8. If he always remembers things you say, even if they seem small. Eg: He never forgets your birthday even though he only heard it once. He remembers your favorite things to do, but forgets a lot of other peoples.

9. He uses inside jokes in normal conversation just to see you smile.

10. If he is always happier when he is around you even if he doesn't talk or do anything.

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

Those word really touch me inside!

Aku suka bila hati aku disakiti,,ia menjadikan aku lebih matang... Aku suka bila orang lupakan aku,,ia mengajar aku hidup sorang.. Aku suka bgembira dan ketawa dgn rakan2,,mmberitahu aku psahabat itu mbahagiakn.. Aku suka putus cinta,,ia mmbuatkan aku redha keputusanNya.. Aku suka gagal periksa,,ia mngajar aku untuk lebih berusaha.. ^^,



I wish i could get more,,but what i get just now is more than enough...TQ for your undetectable surprise! I'll promise you,,only you in my heart sayang! I love you! ♥ ♥ ♥



it is strange when you are away..it is strange when you walk in my way..it is strange when you look me in the eyes..



hari ceria,,hati gembira,,jiwa ketawa,,ohh indahnya suasana! ♥ ♥ ♥ =))



hargaila dia selagi terdaya,,sayangilah hatinya selagi ada percaya,,cintaila dia selagi hayatmu ada....♥ ♥



semakin hari semakin matang ku menempuh segala yang berlaku dalam hidupku,,bersamanya aku rasa sungguh dihargai,,betapa dia mengajar aku erti sabar dan sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang telah ku miliki..Alhamdulillah ^^,



ALLAH MGUJI KEIKHLASAN HATI BILA KITA BERSENDIRIAN.. ALLAH MEMBERI KEDEWASAAN BILA KITA DITIMPA MASALAH.. ALLAH MELATIH KITA KESABARAN DALAM KESAKITAN.. ALLAH XPENAH MGAMBIL SESUATU DRI KITA KECUALI MNGNTIKAN DGN YG LEBIH BAIK.. ^^,



when you realize that someone you hate is actually the person that you love..



bila orang kata dia benci kita maknanya dia maksudkan apa yang dia kata,,tapi bila dia kata dia sayangkan kita,,jangan cepat sangat percaya tapi tunggu dan lihatlah keikhlasan hatinya..hehe =))



pagi yang indah harus dihiasi dengan senyuman yang menawan kerana dengan senyuman hati merasa tenang lantas fikiran pun terasa lapang..=)



apa ada dgn diri anda??klbihan yg anda ktahui slalunya adalah kkurangan yg ramai org cari..sifat dengki dan iri hati seringkali mnyelubungi diri mereka..krna klebihan kita adalah kkurangan mereka..kkurangan mereka adalah klebihan kita,,taukh mereka bahawa yg selebihnya ada pada kita,,dan yg kurangnya ada pada mereka..yg lebih kurangnya adalah kita...jadi,,fahamkh anda tentang apa yg cube saya sampaikan disini??? ^^,



khas buat sahabat : psahabatan is not base on ur status or ur look,,it is all about ur heart! klu ko rase hidup or bkawan dgn org2 yg cantik bgaya n kaya raya mbuatkn ko selesa wlaupun itu bukan taraf ko,,ya,,teruskn dude! cos u know what?we dont need a friend like u! sbb org2 yg hina xbergaya n not that rich mcm kitorg ni is not cool at all tok ko..soo tunggu ape??get lost jela beb! hope one day u will regret it!



Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.



There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle..^^,



Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend. ♥ ♥ ♥



A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind....;)



Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.



listen to your heart....♥ then magical happen!



Don't ever let them control ur mind cos they are just going to make u feel sooo down the ground!



I miss your smile,,I miss your jokes,,I miss all your story,,I miss the moment when you and me shares the love that we have.. ♥ MOHD LIZAL ♥ p/s: i miss u sayang...



♥ to be with my friend cos they are my precious thing ever in my life! =))



Apa gune bercinta andai tiada kesetiaan,,apa guna persahabatan andai tiada kepercayaan,,apa guna hidup andai tiada keberanian...





thats all i can give too u,,
later on if i have a new idea on writing a new sentence,,
i will paste it here k??
see ya later guys! love ya! ♥ ♥ ♥

Monday, April 19, 2010

When Life Gives You Lemons.............???

When life gives you lemons,,suck out all of the vitamin C and yell “EAT THAT, LIFE!

When life gives you lemons,,ask for salt and tequila!

When life gives you lemons,,make orange juice, then wonder how the heck you did it.

When life gives you lemons,,collect them one day life will stop and u would have the most lemons ever.

When life hands you lemons make lemonade and find someone else who life handed vodka to, and have a party

When life gives you lemons,,alter their DNA and make super lemons!!!

When life gives you lemons,,just shut up and eat your damn lemons

When life gives you lemons,,sell them on ebay,

When life gives you lemons,,when no one is looking, throw them through life’s window and run away.

When life gives you lemons,,squirt the juice in his eye

When life gives you lemons,,find a kid with a paper cut

When life gives you lemons,,ask for the receipt


HAHAHA those are just for fun dude! it is actually a quotes,,which is :

WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS YOU MAKE LEMONADE!


*aku sendiri xtaw knp aku post mende Allah ni..haihh..


Friday, April 16, 2010

hatilarajadisuka! ^^,





hari ini sgt best! HAHA ;DD pagi kuar rumah kol 11 pagi and balik kol 7.30 malam..HAHA mane aku pegi weh??pegi poye2 la! xkan nak ajak ko kot! HAHA pagi2 kuar rumah tros g bustand banting jumpe kawan aku AIN,,OKB (org kaya baru)! HAHA bukan men lagi,,da pandai bergaya,,n paling penting da pandai mencarot! dlu kt skola baik kot! HAHA then g bank teman mmber aku masukkn duit *bnyk woi!*

Then g shopping baju,,tapi ujung2 xjadi cos xde yg cantik..HAHA seterusnya kami meneruskan perjalanan ke KFC! makan tghari..Lapa giler,,mane xnyer pepagi aku xbreakfast,,kesian aku! HAHA then perjalanan diteruskan ke kedai kek untuk mmbeli kek ank buah kpd kawan aku punye birhtday..haaaa..pening pale aku! HHAHA then g bowling kot,,ushar2 pakwe..cuci2 mata serta on9 disane..pastu karok! syok doe karok! puas aku nyanyi arini..sume lagu jerit2 je kot! HAHA pastu g McD n jumpe FARID ANUAR *ex syera..n lastly untuk menceriakan hati yang hiba,,kitorang mngarahkan driver kitorg a.k.a abg aku tok mmbawa kami kepantai morib dan kelanang...wah~ sangat best n happy giler kat sane..enjoy beb! ^^,

anyway today is such fun cos it about those two friend which share all the stuff and secret together,,just one thing that we didnt share at all is our BOYFRIEND! HAHA ;DD
BFF is BEST FRIEND FOREVER doe! xtaw ka?? HAHA ^^,




Monday, April 12, 2010

26 things writen by a GUY!

1. when she asks how she looks, shrug and say “could be better” this will keep her on her toes. and girls love that.

2. never hold her hand. this can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. (or if she grabs your hand squeeze hers really really hard until she cries. this will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.)

3. once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. girls are like dogs. they love to be roughed up.

4. call her in the middle of the night to ask if she’s sleeping. if she is say “you better be” , repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. this will show her you care.

5. when she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. this will pave the way for her own personal improvement. and every girl needs some improvement.

6. recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. then when she’s sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. because jewelry is for ******* and asian ladies.

7. if you’re talking to another girl, make sure shes looking. When she is, stare into her eyes mouth the words @..%$ you and grab the other girls ***. Girls love competition.

8. tell her you’re taking her out to dinner. drive for miles so she thinks it’s going to be really special. then take her to a burning tire yard. when she starts to get upset tell her you were just kidding and now you’re really going to take her to dinner. then drive her home. when she starts crying and asks why you would do something like that lean over and whisper very quietly into her ear “…because i can.”

9. introduce her to your friends as “some chick”. women love those special nicknames.

10. play with her hair. play with it HARD

11. warm her up when shes cold…and not by giving her your jacket… then you might get cold. rather, look her in the eye and say “if you don’t stop bitching about the cold right now you’re going to be bitching about a black eye.” the best way to get warm is with fear.

12. Take her to a party. When you get there shell have to go to the bathroom (they always do). Leave immediately. Come back right when the partys dying and yell at her the whole way home for ditching you at the party.

13. make her laugh. a good way to do this is if she has a small pet. kick the pet. i always find stuff like that funny. why shouldn’t girls?

14. let her fall asleep in your arms. when she’s fast asleep, wait 10 minutes then JUMP UP AND SCREAM IN HER EAR! repeat until she goes home and you can use your arms for more important things. like basketball.

15. Spit often. I hear girls like guys that spit.

16. if you care about her never ever tell her. this will only give her self confidence. then you can never turn her into the object she deep down desires to be.

17. Every time youre in her house steal one of the following: shoes, earrings, or anything else that comes in pairs. Only take one of the pair. This way she’ll go crazy.

18. Take her out to dinner. Right when shes about to order interrupt and say no shes not hungry. make her watch you eat. Girls love a guy that speaks for her.

19. look her in the eyes and smile. then clock her one. girls love a spontaneous guy.

20. give her one of your t-shirts……and make sure it has your smell on it. but not a sexy cologne smell. a bad smell. you know what i’m talking about.

21. When its raining keep asking her if shes crying. Shell say no its just the rain ten minutes later turn to her and just scream at her to stop crying you @..%$ baby. Girls like a tough man as i’ve already stated.

22. Titty twisters and plenty of them.

23. if you’re listening to music, and she asks to hear it, tell her no. this way she’ll think you’re mysterious.

24. remember her birthday but don’t get her something. Teach her material objects arent important. The only thing thats important is that she keeps you happy. And your happiness is the greatest present she can ever get.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, christmas, or just when ever, take it and tell her you love it. then next time you know she’s coming over on a trash day leave the trash can open and have the present visibly sticking out of the can. girls actually don’t like this one that much but i think it’s funny.

26. If shes mad at you for not calling her when you say you will promise her that you will call her at a certain time of the day. This will make sure that she waits by the phone. Tell her when you call youre going to tell her a special surprise. Now shell be really excited. Now dont call.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Ya Allah...

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin’ just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

ni lah antara bait2 lagu yg sering aku dendangkan bila hati aku disakiti,,bila aku merindui dan xdihiraukan ataupun bila aku cube tok mengalah dalam sesuatu hal..pernah dia tahu?oh tidak..biarla lagu ni aku dendangkan tok diri aku sorang..hati seorang perempuan yang sukar ditafsir..siapa yang mampu melembutkan hati ni?aku pun xpasti...

malam suram aku sering ditemani dengan lagu2 yang kadang membuatkan aku rindu,,geram dan kadang2 sayang yang teramat..malam ni,,aku ditemani dengan air mata..sampai hati..da beberapa hari da dia jauh dengan aku..harini dia balik keje awal..dia msg aku marah2..semata2 sbb aku pegi beli barang kat kedai..bukan aku xbagi tau..tpi dia selalu curiga dengan aku..trok sgt ke aku ni sampai dia xpercaya aku? selama ni aku percaya dia,,dia kata dia pergi keje aku percaya,,dia kata dia balik lambat aku percaya,,overtime pown aku percaya..kenapa aku xpernah curiga?sebab aku sayang dia sepenuh hati aku..tapi dia..knp selalu fikir yang negatif..aku trima je apa yang dia ckp,,sbb aku tau tu mmg sikap dia..hati perempuan mna yang tahan kalau xmenangis?

harini dia msg aku pown mcm nak xnak je..aku perasan dia kerap sgt tukar sim kad..ntah la..aku xnak fikir yang bukan2 sebab aku sayang dia..msg bermula cmni..

ijal : b..
aku : ye syg..
ijal : watpe?
aku : xde watpe,,baring je.wtpe?
ijal : kat kedai mkn ni..minum2..
aku : ok
ijal : knp ni?
aku : sakit kepala la syg..urat kat mata b ni..xtaw knp..hurmmm
ijal : pejam la mata
aku : kalau pejam mata cne nak msg?
ijal : a'ah gak ek?haha
aku : tu la pasal..
ijal : tido la law cmtu.
aku : ok....

aku biarkan je die..aku nak tgk dia msg aku lagi ke x..then msg die sampai..

ijal : da tido ke b?
aku : xpown..
ijal : bis wtpe je?
aku : baring jela..

lambat dia reply msg aku

aku : kenapa da lain?
ijal : lain ape b?
aku : xdepapela
ijal : ckpla b
aku : xdepape..

tetibe dia off hp..T.T
aku kol bnyk kali xdapat,,hntar msg xsampai..then aku tringat no dia yg lagi satu..aku kol and dia angkat..aku dgr bunyi bising macam kat karaoke..then aku nangis..dia panggil aku banyak kali tapi aku senyap je..betapa hancornya hati aku masa tu..YA ALLAH!
aku offkan hp and aku msg dia

aku : suka kan tinggalkan b?
ijal : Allah mane de b.
aku : abis uh tukar sim kad nape xgtaw?susah?xboleh ke?
ijal : tdi call mak la..tnye pasal adik..
aku : hurmm knp dgn adik?
ijal : nnti syg citer bila syg kol japg k?
aku : ok.b xleh berenti nangisla..badan b panas sgt,,air mata b pown panas.
ijal : kuar asap x?
aku : kelakar ke?kelakar sgt?org seyes nak mati ni dia suka la..
ijal : ala syg gurau je.
aku : kalau b mati syg suka la kan?
ijal : nape ckp cmni?
aku : xdela.kalau b mati suka la syg kn?leh cari org lain..hurmm
ijal : xnak.syg nak b sorg je.
aku : abis kalau b xde
ijal : jgn la ckp bukan2.
aku : tpi knp nak b?
ijal : sbb syg,,sygkan b!
aku : knp sygkn b?
ijal : syg nak hidup dgn b,sbb syg syg b,,sbb b syg punya..
aku : tpi kalau b da xde cmne?

dia xreply...sedihnya..dia kata nak call,tpi xde pown..sedihnya..knp syg berubah? knp syg?? T.T

Ya Allah,,kau tabahkan la hati aku,,kau berikanlah aku kesetiaan dan kepercayaan..kau eratkanla perhubungan kami..sesungguhnya hanya dia yang aku cintai sampai akhir hayat aku..mungkin ini pertama kali dia buat aku macam ni,selama ini dia telah mmbahagiakan aku,,mungkin ada sebab dan hikmahnya semua ini..
Ya Allah..kau jauhkan lah perasaan curiga dan kecurangan antara kami,,kau berikan lah kami cahaya dalam perhubungan kami ini Ya Allah..semoga dia jodohku dn cinta itu milik kami Ya Allah..
Amin... T.T


benar,,hati wanita umpama kaca.
mudah retak,,
jagalah ia sayang,,
kerana sekali hati ini lukai,,
tidak mungkin ku akan berpaling lagi..

B love u sayang...









Wednesday, April 7, 2010

forty - three

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful and when a girl says shes ugly then she wants u to say ur beautiful or pretty back'

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.


wah!

eh..xtaw la knp.tetibe aku tringatkan seseorang..seorang sahabat yang jauh tapi amatla sekepala..NORAMIN BIN APANDI..wah! giler nyah rindu kat ko! hahaha pe la kabar ko kan? da agak lama jugak kita xbermesegsan! hahahaha BODO! budak ni giler2 orangnyer..tapi mase mule jumpe kompom korg xcaye die giler! hahaha nampak baik,,pendiam,,dan sopan santun..haha ala2 anak dare gitu! tapi hakikat disebalik kelembutannyer itu adalah kegagahan seorang jantan! wah! haha sekali lagi aku BODO! haha..xde pe pown aku nak taip lagi kot..aku cume nak cakap yang aku rindu kat budak ni..tu je! hahahah

NORAMIN APANDI..seyes aku RINDU ko doe!!!!!!! ^^,

menyesal :(

haihh...
ape la malang nasib aku ni..da bis peluang nak isi form barulah aku sedar yang aku tersilap pilih universiti...
da la aku terlepas peluang isi maktab..ni aku terlepas lagi peluang tuk masuk uitm dgn jurusan TESL.aduh~ sedih giler la aku...
aku check balik tadi,,rupe2nyer aku mik diploma TESL kat UDM and asasi TESL lak kat UIAM..
dua2 U agama woit! kena pakai tudung labuh..adakah aku harus berubah??
hahahaha mcm sial kn soalan aku uh??
xpela beb..aku trima jela..kalau ade rezki,,and ade pluang aku tok lanjutkan pelajaran aku kat ipta ku pergi,,tapi klu xde pluang ipts kan banyak..yang penting aku xnak sebenarnya masuk form 6 ni..aku xnak hidup dalam alam persekolahan lagi eventhough form 6 uh actually PRA UNIVERSITI,,tapi its still kat skola u know..
taw2 jela budak skola ni pragai dorg kebudak2kan walaupun actually dorg da matang..
aku harap sangat aku dapatla masuk mana2 U pown aku xkesah..asalkan aku dapat banggakan mak bapak aku..
haritu dapat pluang further study kat aussie terpaksa aku lupakan sbb mahal sgt,,skang ni tersalah plih u..WTF!
xpela nabila..sabar k?pluang ade kat mane2..yg penting usaha,,doa,,tawakal k??
GOODLUCK TO U NABILA!

hahahaha..to my friend NIK AMALIA ZAHIRA,,
yg bjaya mhadiri interview for asasi TESL kt UITM Alor Gajah Melaka this Saturday,,
i wish u all the best k??semoga berjaya and jangan cuak2 doe!
hahahahah

"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.



gangguganggu

ganggu..ganggu.....
bengang btol aku arini,,pagi2 lagi mak aku da kejut soh teman nenek aku g klinik,,tapi aku xnak..
sooo,,aku sambung tido! hahahaha tetibe ntah pukul bape ade satu panggilan..
aku ingatkan panggilan hangit,,rupenyer panggilan drpd kolej ******,,xboleh disebutkan,,nnti kene saman nyah! hahahahah xkesahla nak call tpi pakcik itu sangat biadap! antara die sekolah xabis ataupun sekolah dia xsiap lagi sbb tu dia xhabis skola...
haihh,,criternyer berbunyi begini :

pakcik : adik,,maaf mengganggu,,pakcik nak tnye,adakah adik masih berminat nk sambong blaja?

aku : pakcik,,sy mmg berminat nak sambong blaja,,tp mak sy suruh sy tunggu panggilan ipta dlu..

pakcik : ipta? bnyk sgt ke A awak sampai nak tunggu panggilan ipta?adik kalau xde A xpaya beranganla nak masok ipta..awak ade ke A?

aku : (hati da panas!) pakcik,,peluang tu masih ade tok sy,sy ni xla bodoh sgt,adela beberapa A.

pakcik : oh,,yela kalau mcm tu..xpela ye.

conversation pown tamat!

pergh! pakcik,,lu punye mulut mmg bau longkang!
panas btol ati aku,,nsib bek aku xjerit je kat die,,kalau x mau mati terkejot!

haihh......what a day!

dingin

hening~

malam ni terasa sunyi..tanpa bunyi msg or call drpd si dia..
aku xde kredit nak call or msg dia...
xtaw knp,,tapi malam ni hati aku hiba..
aku terkadang terfikir..
btol ke dia sayang aku?
btol ke dia cinta aku?

tapi terkadang terfikir juga..
beruntungnya aku dapat dia.
dia sayang aku sepenuh hati dia.
dia terima diri aku seadanya.

memang btol,,perasaan ni salu berubah,,
kadang2 sayang,,
kadang2 cinta,,
kadang2 rindu,,
kadang2 benci,,
kadang2 sedih,,
kadang2 aku rase hidop aku cukup sempurna,,
tapi kadang2 kita ni manusia,,xpernah ada yg sempurna..

rase cinta tu salah satu anugerah yang xterhingga yg tuhan kurniakan kpd umat manusia untuk merasa bahagia,,tapi knp cinta itu dipermainkan? xterfikir ke dorg tntg keajaiban yg ade disebalik hubungan tu..bagi aku,,aku selalu mgharapkan yg terbaik dalam perhubungan aku..walaupun dia xsekepala dgn aku,,or xleh nak faham aku,,aku akan cube tok mendapatkan hati die dgn memahami dia..bapak aku ade kata :

"kalau dia xboleh ikot cara kita,,xsalah kalau kita mengalah dan ikut cara dia"

jadi aku cube tok fahami perasaan dia,,aku ikut semua ckp die,,supaya dia syg aku,,supaya dia menganggap aku sebagai wanita paling sempurna untuk dia,,memang susah pada mulanya,,tapi bila dah buat,,aku dapat rase nikmatnya hubungan tuh..kasih sayang aku pada dia kini makin lama makin menebal..xpernah aku sangka cinta yg aku trime sekadar atas niat nak sedapkan hati dia menjadi sebuah cinta yang aku idamkan selama ini..sungguh! xpernah aku rasa sehangat ini selama aku bercinta dgn yg lain,,tapi kali ni,,aku dapat rase niatnya murni..
aku pernah cakap kat dia,,aku xmengharapkan apa2 yg besar dalam hubungan kerana aku takut dengan kekecewaan..jadi aku cume mengharapkan agar dia setia dan tidak memainkan perasaan aku..andai ada yg lebih baik untuk dia,,aku relakan dia pergi..

namun,,harus aku akui,,mmg sebenarnya aku tipu diri aku sendiri,,harapan aku terhadap hubungan ni,,sangat besar! aku menginginkan dia di masa hadapan aku..aku inginkan dia menemani aku seumur hayatku,,aku inginkan dia menjadi raja di hati aku..tapi aku rahsia rase ini,,sbb aku xnak bebankan dia..aku xnak susahkan dia...

cukupla..kalau nak crita lagi,,sampai minggu dpn pown xabis.. ape2 pown..aku sayang dia sepenuh hati aku..dia la cinta aku buat selamanya....

i love u sayang...
Credit to MOHD LIZAL
TQ for loving me..:)
i will always love u sayang...♥

eh,,hp bunyila..
yeay! sayang call..
macam2 taw2 je b tgh rindu kat sayang sgt2 ni..
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